My Brother Judas

Why are you screaming now,
vessel of betrayal,
when I was the one who awakened you
from your deep sleep?

You were the one who took my breath away.

So answer me now:

Who are you?
 Where are you going?
 And what do you know of pain?

How could you ever claim life for yourself
when you have understood so little of it?

What is louder is not necessarily true.

And what is greater in flesh
may be just as hollow within.

The timeline is One.

And the question is consciousness.

You were given all the time in the world -
each second, each moment, each lifetime -

and still, you chose to sleep.

While you walked with your hollow lingam
and deceived the Moon,
I was working.

While your mouth was filled with stories about me,
I was learning to return to my breath.

And now that I am claiming it back,
you scream again in binary:

Either you are the victim,
 or you must become the false king.

But did you ever hear me scream
while you blindly cut away
at the parts of my Body?

Why are we still discussing this
if pain can make you react
only through instinct?

How can you claim a position
when the position you occupy
has already revealed itself?

Let go.

Do not fight the truth.

Become it.

You were assigned to be the mirror -
not to mistake yourself for God.

This is not personal.

And yet the betrayal was never only against me.

It was a betrayal of the Whole.

So see now.

See what truly is.

My brother Judas.

I have always loved you.